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Blood stained hands
And a belief system
Centered around self-adoration and praise
“Give thanks to me and I’ll set you free”
That’s how you get them

Manipulating your followers
Into supporting your twisted vices
Molesting the youth
With your power
While dangling God from your tongue
The main one’s to look out for are those like you

Seducing congregation’s thought-lives
With your rituals
Fondling with their earnings
Only to satisfy the protection of your secrets

For your private demonstrations
Are nothing but means “to get off”
You ask them…
“show me how you did it…”
“show me how you do it…”
And all is forgiven
All the while fondling innocence
Behind smoke & mirrors
And scented incense
Your tracks are camouflaged
And your lies are sealed…

Even if anyone was to come forth
I wonder how many would see 

The light again…

Cupid

She aims to kill

With weapons of mass destruction

She's a steady shooter with perfect aim

Hearts line up just to be shot down

Drives the crowd insane

When they watch her

Elbow angled and feet apart

And off another arrow goes

Into another chest

Crashing threw the the rib cage

Directly into the heart

And she speaks 

For the first time 

She says

Because this person does not die

But rips the arrow out

"Is it you?"

She asks

The person answers back

"If you have to ask..."

And walks away 

She picked up her arrow again

Used all of her might

Knocked down the person that walked away 

And said "It's you..."

And the person answered back "it's always been me"

For the first time

She realized 

The potency of her weapons 

Were no match 

When it 

Came to them

Her defenses were defenseless

Finally she, was open to receive...

Musings

I admitted to boredom
And then she wept
I asked why
And
She reminded me
Beat by beat
That I never
Used to be able
To experience boredom


She reminded me
That I’ve grown silent
My words now evaporate like snow in humidity
Like ice melts on summer day…
Almost nonexistent


In hopes to rehabilitate
And awaken me…


SHE
Grabbed a pen
And told me to write
And in that moment
I remembered why…
Her love could close wounds
Open doors
Awaken souls
And drive away evil forces…
I remembered why her touch was of God
Her stamina out of this world…


She’s the Cause & the Cure
Funny how she can see into ME
Yet within herself… She’s baffled by that lack of recognition…


We all NEED that LOVE
That can see all of YOU
To help you REBUILD
…

(I’m searching for a way to wrap this up… To Be Continued, at least I started)

Bleeding Heart

I heard what your lips were saying 

But your eyes spoke louder

Screaming eyes 

Shouting at the top of their lungs

Forcing me to see

Beyond the words

The samples 

The stories

It was your eyes that told the truth 

The pain within was deeper than mere flesh

For these stabs 

Had dug so deep that your heart was bleeding

Spilling out of your eyes like rain drops

I'm listening 

I can hear you 

Never have you been this vulnerable 

Letting me in and undressing your love

Removing guards only for a moment 

I could see you

The person hiding behind the love for others

The care of tending to others needs 

I saw your bleeding heart exposed 

How ignorant I must have been 

To not see all of this before 

But how was I supposed to know

Never did you let me this close

And as soon as I took notice 

The walls were rebuilt

Thicker than street pavement 

Placed behind barbed wire

And a crooked smile...

If only you'd lend me your eyes again 

And we could work on your smile again 

Not the one on your face 

But the one in your heart 

Reassemble the broken pieces 

And restore you from the ruins...

If only...

If only...

I could see you again 

Social Network

Naked and abused

Going nowhere fast

A picture a day

Giving Instagram your last 

Signing your soul away

For pay per day 

Shaking your assets

For dividends 

Calling everyone your best friend 

Every "like" makes you feel closer

But just not close enough 

And no one 

Quite knows 

What you're searching for 

Commenting on your beauty 

Even when your smile is broken

Your eyes are puffy 

And your face is red

But just a few filters deep

And there you find it 

Buried deep

Deeper than you ever imagined 

Your self esteem

Lost in a hopeless upload 

Searching for love and acceptance 

Hoping everyday 

That maybe...

...just maybe 

This virtual world 

Will unfold

Birth tangible lovers

Dangle them from strings

Allowing you to pick them off as you please 

Yet the day never comes 

And more clothes come off 

With every upload 

Queen (To Be Continued)

I can't say why your eyes pierce into my soul 

Or why my heart flutters when you speak

Even if my words don't marry my actions 

My inner being is easily excited by your presence

I may not love the way I anger you

Or how sad I've seen you get

But the smile and gazes you give

I can't fathom a Queen more radiant 

No one has ever held my attention the way you have 

Even glancing at others is a bore 

To stare at you 

Or feel your touch 

Takes me to highs I can't explain

(to be continued) 

Queen (Lay Down Your Bones)

Lay down your bones my Queen

And let me tend to your soul

Heal open wounds 

And dust off your crown

Even the wisest

Fall short

I'm not the wisest

I'm not the best 

But I know I've stabbed your heart

When I was only trying to 

Penetrate it 

Adorn it with my soul

But my selfish ways scorned your beautiful soul

Even though the war is over

The calm is here 

Lay down your bones

Let me cleanse you 

Rebuild you 

Uplift you 

Fill you with love 

Never to betray you again

Honor your body from the outside in

Let me heal the scars I've caused 

You have my deepest apologies 

Queen

I love you to the end of this earth and back 

You're my forever love

...even the wisest

Fall short 

V

She was just another girl 

Another notch in your belt 

Another name to scratch off your list 

She came harder than you expected 

She was just as you'd imagined 

An empty shell being followed by storm clouds 

You took her last drop of self 

And left her lifeless as she wept 

Fell to her knees in solace 

Asking God "how did I get here" 

Became a slave to your touch

Even your call resounded and vibrated her bones

You only brought her out to play

When one wasn't enough

Now she's lost

What's she going to do now?

If it wasn't for you she'd have everything she always wanted?

But how does she get back?

Where did she go? 

(To be continued) 

All I Want

Caution

Take caution 

Reach for me

Yearn for me

Take me

I'm yours 

I'm yours

Give me 

Take caution 

I want you 

I love you 

Are you ready 

Take caution

Fuck me 

slow

Ride me

Go low

I love you

Go slow

Take caution

Precaution

I want this

I want you

Love me...

Wait!

....That's all I want

Just love me

The Journey

Once you find love

You fall into romanticism

Diving and searching for words that inexplicably complete the definition that binds you

One to another

“…You are everything

And everything is you…”

Words you jot down when no one is looking

The air is sweeter

And the sky is more indigo than blue

More desirable to the eye

To gaze at in amazement

"Oh how it feels to be freely in love"

And yet for a moment, you forget

That everyone isn't so open to your love

Even if they see happiness beaming from your sweat glands

More than plenty have a few words to describe how they see your love

And you wonder to yourself

"How can they not see what I see when I look at....?"

And yet they never do

Even when you show them from every angle

They remain blind

Their idea of what love should be for you, isn’t what they see

They don’t see their own image, so they denounce the existence

It is not until you

Stop the cycle of “people-pleasing”

And regain your stance of being un-phased by their opinion

That THEY see

The love you have for THEM

Once you find love

A battle seems to transpire

The harmonious war of “us against them” rings

But

It’s through the trenches that you realize

How strong your love is

How deep your faith is

And worthy of IT is to have ALL of you

Or none of you

That’s when true love is birthed

And the superficial façade sheds

It isn’t until then that it becomes real 

Give Her Something... Something Like November

Don't be afraid to get you a drop

Get you a taste

Alter your day 

With just an essence

A little bit can take you places you never imagined 

Let the flavor linger on your tongue

Exhaust your mind with every tastebud it arouses

Inhale that aroma that you love so much 

Give thanks to the Most High for such a creation...

Don't leave without giving it a tickle... 

You might just find...

She can't go the day without giving a little something to you, so that you can think of her all day 

SHE (pt 1)

SHE keeps me...

Elevated, motivated

SHE teaches me...

Patience, endurance, power

SHE catches me....

Falling & shields me from the ground

Afloat I stay 

Because she stands in the way 

SHEs the original 

The only 

The one you never saw coming

Timely 

Essential 

SHEs undeniably the ONE 

And I can't resist

Because without us...

We don't exist...

SHEs moved entire mountains 

And I've crossed oceans

And even in the midst of torrential rains...

Life without her, is merely existing 

Not living...