The Fear

If I can’t help put you back together again
I fear who can
I fear that I’ll lose you in them
I fear that what we have, could be lost in that one second…


Wait!


I fear?


And I woke up from dreaming
Analyzing my thoughts…
Realizing that how can I love you in fear?
How can I be with you fearing that I’d lose you, if I make one wrong move?
Say one wrong thing?


How can I love you like this?
Then I took a look at myself…
I’ve been loving you wrong
Secretly indulging in the idea of losing a battle that isn’t even in session…
How can I lose you if I never took a real risk to have you?


I want you
To have you, fearlessly…
I want you…
I love you…fearlessly…


I can’t dream of a love lost
When I haven’t accepted that I’ve already won