Friday, February 21, 2014

V

She was just another girl 
Another notch in your belt 
Another name to scratch off your list 
She came harder than you expected 
She was just as you'd imagined 
An empty shell being followed by storm clouds 

You took her last drop of self 
And left her lifeless as she wept 
Fell to her knees in solace 
Asking God "how did I get here" 
Became a slave to your touch
Even your call resounded and vibrated her bones

You only brought her out to play
When one wasn't enough
Now she's lost
What's she going to do now?
If it wasn't for you she'd have everything she always wanted?
But how does she get back?
Where did she go? 

(To be continued) 

All I Want

Caution
Take caution 
Reach for me
Yearn for me
Take me
I'm yours 
I'm yours
Give me 
Take caution 
I want you 
I love you 
Are you ready 
Take caution
Fuck me 
slow
Ride me
Go low
I love you
Go slow
Take caution
Precaution
I want this
I want you
Love me...


Wait!


....That's all I want
Just love me

Thursday, February 20, 2014

The Journey

Once you find love
You fall into romanticism
Diving and searching for words that inexplicably complete the definition that binds you
One to another
“…You are everything
And everything is you…”
Words you jot down when no one is looking

The air is sweeter
And the sky is more indigo than blue
More desirable to the eye
To gaze at in amazement
"Oh how it feels to be freely in love"

And yet for a moment, you forget
That everyone isn't so open to your love
Even if they see happiness beaming from your sweat glands
More than plenty have a few words to describe how they see your love
And you wonder to yourself
"How can they not see what I see when I look at....?"
And yet they never do
Even when you show them from every angle
They remain blind
Their idea of what love should be for you, isn’t what they see
They don’t see their own image, so they denounce the existence

It is not until you
Stop the cycle of “people-pleasing”
And regain your stance of being un-phased by their opinion
That THEY see
The love you have for THEM

Once you find love
A battle seems to transpire
The harmonious war of “us against them” rings
But
It’s through the trenches that you realize
How strong your love is
How deep your faith is
And worthy of IT is to have ALL of you
Or none of you

That’s when true love is birthed
And the superficial façade sheds

It isn’t until then that it becomes real