Thursday, February 20, 2014

The Journey

Once you find love
You fall into romanticism
Diving and searching for words that inexplicably complete the definition that binds you
One to another
“…You are everything
And everything is you…”
Words you jot down when no one is looking

The air is sweeter
And the sky is more indigo than blue
More desirable to the eye
To gaze at in amazement
"Oh how it feels to be freely in love"

And yet for a moment, you forget
That everyone isn't so open to your love
Even if they see happiness beaming from your sweat glands
More than plenty have a few words to describe how they see your love
And you wonder to yourself
"How can they not see what I see when I look at....?"
And yet they never do
Even when you show them from every angle
They remain blind
Their idea of what love should be for you, isn’t what they see
They don’t see their own image, so they denounce the existence

It is not until you
Stop the cycle of “people-pleasing”
And regain your stance of being un-phased by their opinion
That THEY see
The love you have for THEM

Once you find love
A battle seems to transpire
The harmonious war of “us against them” rings
But
It’s through the trenches that you realize
How strong your love is
How deep your faith is
And worthy of IT is to have ALL of you
Or none of you

That’s when true love is birthed
And the superficial façade sheds

It isn’t until then that it becomes real 

Monday, January 13, 2014

Give Her Something... Something Like November

Don't be afraid to get you a drop
Get you a taste
Alter your day 
With just an essence
A little bit can take you places you never imagined 
Let the flavor linger on your tongue
Exhaust your mind with every tastebud it arouses
Inhale that aroma that you love so much 
Give thanks to the Most High for such a creation...
Don't leave without giving it a tickle... 
You might just find...

She can't go the day without giving a little something to you, so that you can think of her all day 

SHE (pt 1)

SHE keeps me...
Elevated, motivated
SHE teaches me...
Patience, endurance, power
SHE catches me....
Falling & shields me from the ground

Afloat I stay 
Because she stands in the way 

SHEs the original 
The only 
The one you never saw coming
Timely 
Essential 
SHEs undeniably the ONE 

And I can't resist
Because without us...
We don't exist...
SHEs moved entire mountains 
And I've crossed oceans
And even in the midst of torrential rains...
Life without her, is merely existing 
Not living... 

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Lost Girl


What if I....?
Up and lost you
Lost everything dealing with
Tossed you to the side like an old pair of shoes
Like an unwanted stem from a dead rose

What if I....?
Did everything but
Try to keep you

What if I....?
Let you slip
Let you fall

What if I....?
Gave up on you
Forgot your name
Dropped you like a pen
And never picked you up again
Walked away, never to return

What if I....?
Became you
Lost myself in my THINGS
Measured my happiness by the weight of my pockets
Measured my friends by the accessibility to night clubs
Measured my love by what LOOKED good, rather than the feeling

What if I....?
Lost myself like you
Can you remember you?
Can you decipher real between counterfeit?


You're continuously caught up
In the happenings of the world
But what about you?
Who are you?
Where are you?
Trying to keep up with the latest
Yet your soul needs to be renewed
What you value becomes old by nightfall
So daily you're chasing the next NEW
When will you stop
And return to you?
Have you lost... all of YOU?

19 & still harboring a mind of a child
Dancing to reep a harvest
And even putting-out to pay the rent
But what happened?
Your ambition turned from tangible to mere fiction
Somewhere along the lines
You got lost
Smeared your name on a piece of paper
And forgot it
Forgot your own name...
How could you forget something you were born with?

What if I....?
Became you
Would you see YOU
Would it be like looking in the mirror?
Would it help if we all threw up our mirrors
Made you face the world you've created
Realize you've lost yourself?
Would it help?

I hope one day
You see you
Before its too late
Before who you are becomes who you will always be
And the life you created starts to backfire on you
Until then
I hope this finds you...
Wake up...YOU...

Wake Up

You can only be as captivating as you feel 
Lately I've been my own escape 
Wrapped up in my own head
Forgetting about what I want to give to the Universe
And to receive in return
Lately I've been searching
For a new fix
To revitalize my urges
Get me back to my center
Awaken the artistry I let sleep for months
I let her rest for awhile
Now it's time to wake her up
Shout out & call her to position 
Front & Center... 
"Wake up... No more time for dreaming..."
Stand to your feet, return to position
React & act out what you've been believing

Sunday, November 17, 2013

To Be An Artist Means...

To be an artist means...
That maybe you dance to a different tune 
You see experiences as muses
You live life through your own creations 
You transpose your thoughts into things that move & change others

To be an artist 
May cause you to retreat 
Ignore the outside world 
Live in the love you have or the lack there of and create there
To be an artist makes...
You a different breed
Super human
You're able to tap into brain cells others dare not ever reach 

People spend entire lifetimes 
Trying to understand you
But never will...

They can't understand 
What they can not be

They'll fear you
Envy you 
Admire you 
Hate you
Love you 
And lust you all the same
While wishing they were you

You, artist... 
You are a different breed
Be proud to have a gift or gifts
That cause you to stand out 
You were not intended to fit in
Don't try to, you never will
Stand out. Stand tall & create...
For without you, minds like yours...
The world would be dull and uniform 
A bunch of carbon copied individuals with no thoughts of their own

Be the artist you are until your last breath
Create the legacy you'll leave behind

Good Morning

Eyes open & ready to receive...
Glance over 
And there you are 
The lover of my dreams
Dreaming next to me...
To think
It took tests, trials and the exposure of dirty secrets 
To bring us back
Not back to love
We never lost that
Back to us
Back to loving one another without hesitation 
Without resisting what's natural and comes so easily...
My entire being is pleased 
To have you... 
I'll never let you slip away again...
Good Morning my love...